18.8.06

The New Classroom

Well here it is, the new classroom. i have officially been given an educational domain to rule as i see fit. The first week has been good. Most of the time has been spent getting to know my students and trying to get the hang of lesson planning. My desk is the rather unorganized looking one on the left in front of the Hendrix, Beatles, and Lord of the Rings posters. Julia, the woman i work with in the room is responsible for the plants, the sweet 30+ year old lava lamp, and the pink poodle. i couldn't have asked for a better c0-worker. Without her my first week would have been much more hectic. This semester i am teaching social skills, math, english, health/p.e., science, and psychology. i am hoping that at the end of the semester my students will have learned something. Everyday is getting a little easier and God has been faithful in providing me with what i need from day to day.

4.8.06

The things that pregnancy brings


My dear sweet Katie, why can't you sleep? Katie has not been throwing up but she has been suffering from a nice case of insomnia. Overall she has been dealing with this pretty well, i just wish she could get a good night's rest. When she can't sleep she will get up for fifteen to twenty minutes and do something before trying to go back to sleep. This usually involves turning on the computer and playing her favorite online game Bounce Out. Her high score is something rediculous like 250,000 whereas i have only managed to eek out a high score of 75,000 or so. Every once in a while i will come in and look over her shoulder to help her find the next move but most of the time she is doing moves i wouldn't see if i looked at the screen for an hour. The last couple nights have been better and she has been less tired the following day. This is good because we are both gearing up to start back to school. Tonight she told me i should be working on my classroom but i have no idea yet what to do. I already got a little fridge and am working on getting a coffee maker...what else could i possibly need? Well, i guess things for the walls and other classroom decorations as well as things to do when the kids arrive would be a good idea...i guess i have a lot of work left to do before school starts.

2.8.06

Prayer to St. Thomas the Apostle




O Glorious Saint Thomas, your grief for Jesus was such that it would not let you believe he had risen unless you actuall saw him and touched his wounds. But your love for Jesus was equally great and it led you to give up your life for him. Pray for us that we may grieve for our sins which were the cause of Christ's sufferings. Help us to spend ourselves in his service and so earn the title of "blessed" which Jesus applied to those who would believe in him without seeing him. Amen.

Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord

It's alright to talk about "long white robes over yonder," in all of its symbolism. But ultimately people want some suits and dresses and shoes to wear down here. It's alright to talk about "streets flowing with milk and honey," but God has commanded us to be concerned about the slums down here, and his children who can't eat three square meals a day. It's alright to talk about the new Jerusalem, but one day, God's preacher must talk about the New York, the new Atlanta, the new Philadelphia, the new Los Angeles, the new Memphis, Tennessee. This is what we have to do.

Let us develop a kind of dangerous unselfishness. One day a man came to Jesus; and he wanted to raise some questions about some vital matters in life. At points, he wanted to trick Jesus, and show him that he knew a little more than Jesus knew, and through this, throw him off base. Now that question could have easily ended up in a philosophical and theological debate. But Jesus immediately pulled that question from mid-air, and placed it on a dangerous curve between Jerusalem and Jericho. And he talked about a certain man, who fell among thieves. You remember that a Levite and a priest passed by on the other side. They didn't stop to help him. And finally a man of another race came by. He got down from his beast, decided not to be compassionate by proxy. But with him, administered first aid, and helped the man in need. Jesus ended up saying, this was the good man, because he had the capacity to project the "I" into the "thou," and to be concerned about his brother. Now you know, we use our imagination a great deal to try to determine why the priest and the Levite didn't stop. At times we say they were busy going to church meetings--an ecclesiastical gathering--and they had to get on down to Jerusalem so they wouldn't be late for their meeting. At other times we would speculate that there was a religious law that "One who was engaged in religious ceremonials was not to touch a human body twenty-four hours before the ceremony." And every now and then we begin to wonder whether maybe they were not going down to Jerusalem, or down to Jericho, rather to organize a "Jericho Road Improvement Association." That's a possibility. Maybe they felt that it was better to deal with the problem from the casual root, rather than to get bogged down with an individual effort.

But I'm going to tell you what my imagination tells me. It's possible that these men were afraid. You see, the Jericho road is a dangerous road. I remember when Mrs. King and I were first in Jerusalem. We rented a car and drove from Jerusalem down to Jericho. And as soon as we got on that road, I said to my wife, "I can see why Jesus used this as a setting for his parable." It's a winding, meandering road. It's really conducive for ambushing. You start out in Jerusalem, which is about 1200 miles, or rather 1200 feet above sea level. And by the time you get down to Jericho, fifteen or twenty minutes later, you're about 2200 feet below sea level. That's a dangerous road. In the day of Jesus it came to be known as the "Bloody Pass." And you know, it's possible that the priest and the Levite looked over that man on the ground and wondered if the robbers were still around. Or it's possible that they felt that the man on the ground was merely faking. And he was acting like he had been robbed and hurt, in order to seize them over there, lure them there for quick and easy seizure. And so the first question that the Levite asked was, "If I stop to help this man, what will happen to me?" But then the Good Samaritan came by. And he reversed the question: "If I do not stop to help this man, what will happen to him?".

That's the question before you tonight. Not, "If I stop to help the sanitation workers, what will happen to all of the hours that I usually spend in my office every day and every week as a pastor?" The question is not, "If I stop to help this man in need, what will happen to me?" "If I do no stop to help the sanitation workers, what will happen to them?" That's the question.

Let us rise up tonight with a greater readiness. Let us stand with a greater determination. And let us move on in these powerful days, these days of challenge to make America what it ought to be. We have an opportunity to make America a better nation. And I want to thank God, once more, for allowing me to be here with you

Well, I don't know what will happen now. We've got some difficult days ahead. But it doesn't matter with me now. Because I've been to the mountaintop. And I don't mind. Like anybody, I would like to live a long life. Longevity has its place. But I'm not concerned about that now. I just want to do God's will. And He's allowed me to go up to the mountain. And I've looked over. And I've seen the promised land. I may not get there with you. But I want you to know tonight, that we, as a people will get to the promised land. And I'm happy, tonight. I'm not worried about anything. I'm not fearing any man. Mine eyes have seen the glory of the coming of the Lord.

-Martin Luther King Jr. (taken from The Promised Land Speech)